The both of you have been a part of this war. One as my opposing force, the other the one thing in common. Each event between the three of us was like a dagger being driven into my heart. Eachtime, I would grow weaker. Sometime ago, I began getting so weak, that I could no longer stand my ground fully. My knee hit the floor. Then, a couple of weeks later, my other knee hit the floor. Sooner than I expected, I was sitting on my feet. That was yesterday. But when night came, you two won the war. You said you wanted a fight for “us” but you didn’t realize that the words you thought would rally me, were your final daggers, forcing me to fall completely in the battelfield. I tried my best to be your angel with a shotgun, but I’m only human. I can only take so much. I thought that when you would say(not to me) that you wanted to the guy to fight for your relationship, I thought you meant him, not me. I wish I could’ve read you like you wanted me to, but you are no open book. I am sorry, I spoke out of anger and defeat. I said things that I didn’t mean, and I understand why you hate me. I just beg for your forgiveness and that maybe one day, we can be friends again…

CHICKEN WING

I don’t know how else to prove that I for one, am not a damn liar. I don’t want to be pushed anymore but at the same fucking time, I don’t give a shit if I have to fall into a damn volcano… if you still don’t see that, I don’t know what the fuck else to do. If you care as much as you say you do, you would just say “fuck you” to him because here is the truth my love, he just wants to get in your pants. All the fuckingg “emotion” that he gives you is just his fucking player mask. His true face is the one you don’t see when he is with “best friend” the girl who likes him whom he had a crush for. Oh did you know he eats lunch with her everyday? I don’t know just found it weird that a guy who kinda has a girl could run to another in a heartbeat. As for the one that really does care and would risk anything, just fuck him over. The good guys are scarce, why not make them extinct? ????????

why don’t I what?

It’s time to find out what next years show is and what I’ll be playing…

I don’t know who this is, wish I could say your great too(by that I mean I wish I knew this is). Thanks anon